Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Crazy or Just Euphoric

I'm out of my mind with joy. That's a bad sign if you're bipolar, but if your country had just pulled its head out of its ass for the first time in your memory you'd be euphoric too. Yes, I did forget to take my bipolar drugs last night. But the moment I figured it out this morning, way too early by the way, I took my antidepressant and half my missed dose of mood stabilizer.

I called Nick and told him my dilemma. We rescheduled our matinee movie day to Friday. And then I set my alarm for 2:00 so I'd make it to my doctor's appointment at 3:30. But I couldn't stop watching the news. So I fell asleep with visions of a happy world cellebrating our waking from the slumber of the profoundly stupid.

I somehow missed your emails of concern about the malfunctioning comments thingy until late in the day yesterday. I'm sorry that I didn't get back to you, but I was by then into watching returns with my breath held and tears streaming down my face. But I am moved by the kindness of bloggers. You are a very generous group of people. It seemed I wasn't the only blogger missing in action yesterday due to technical difficulties. Good thing I'm not paranoid.

I'm still unable to talk intelligently about what this election means to me. I think it's gong to be a sea change and not just because eight years of Dubya ruined us. We will be in for hard times. It will take time to turn this wildly off course ship of state around. But I believe we are up to the task.

And just in case I'm talking gibberish, I'll stop now and try to get to bed early tonight.

8 comments:

Sylvia K said...

Take care of yourself -- we'll need you to help push all the good things forward in whatever way we can and blogging is one good way.

Utah Savage said...

Thank you Sylvia. I'll be fine. I just need a good night's sleep.

Tengrain said...

Sweet dreams!

Regards,

Tengrain

Colonel Colonel said...

The thought of McCain/Palin in charge was just too horrific to contemplate. Thank God we're free at last.

of course, they'll probably have to use the Jaws of Life to get Dik Cheney to release his grip on his office door on the way out...

Randal Graves said...

Oh, you wacky idealists make me laugh! At least our chance of getting blown to smithereens should be a bit less.

Kulkuri said...

Don't say blown, next they'll be talking impeachment!!

linda said...

sometime, I'd like to compare meds...you bounce right back! it would take me a month, so what's up with your/my meds?

Will "take no prisoners" Hart said...

So Whitey was ready. That's nice.